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2031-03-19 11:55 pm
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2031-03-13 03:17 pm

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2029-06-18 12:26 am
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But Oh My Heart Is Flawed, I Knew My Weakness: A Playlist

Theon Greyjoy
Theon Greyjoy
But Oh My Heart Is Flawed,
I Knew My Weakness
SPOTIFY
Belong
Cary Brothers
01
But You're Wrong
I Don't Belong To You
The Gardener
The Dresden Dolls
02
We'll Make A Man Out Of You Yet
You Won't Know What Will Hit You Next
The Gardener Is Coming To Collect
You Wanted Loved? That's What You Get
Broken Crown
Mumford and Sons
03
But Oh My Heart Was Flawed
I Knew My Weakness
So Hold My Hand
Consign Me Not To Darkness
Winter
Joshua Radin
04
But I Don't Have To Make This Mistake
And I Don't Have To Stay This Way
If Only I Would Wait
Never Quite Free
The Mountain Goats
05
It Gets Okay To Praise The Day
Believe In Sheltering Skies And Stable Earth Beneath
But Hear His Breath Come Through His Teeth
The Archers' Bows Have Broken
Brand New
06
You Are Freezing Over Hell
You Are Bringing On The End
You Do So Well
You Can Only Blame Yourself
That's What I Say
The Crawl
Placebo
07
Don't Go And Lose Your Face
At Some Stranger's Place
And Don't Forget To Breathe
And Pay Before You Leave
All Apologies
Nirvana
08
I'll Take All The Blame
Aqua Seafoam Shame
Sunburn, Freezer-burn
Choking On The Ashes Of Her Enemy
Whirpool
Sea Wolf
09
So I'm Hoping This Cold Blue Water
Scrubs Me Clean And Spits Me Out Again
Because I Just Want To Feel The Sunlight
Warm And Soothing.....
Doubt
Crywank
10
I Doubt By Any Other Name I Doubt
I Doubt The Words Spilling Out From My Mouth
I Doubt I Don't Care, I Doubt I Do Care, I Doubt
Knife Going In
Tegan and Sara
11
I Feel The Knife Going In
I Feel Anxious
Not Enough To Kill Me
I Thought It'd Happen Fast
Method Acting
Bright Eyes
12
I Have Sat Too Long In My Silence
I Have Grown Too Old In My Pain
To Shed This Skin, To Be Born Again
It Starts With An Ending
What The Water Gave Me
Florence and the Machine
13
And All This Longing
And Ships Turned To Rust
That's What The Water Gave Us
Leave Out All The Rest
Linkin Park
14
When My Time Comes
Forget All The Pain That I've Done
Help Me Leave Behind Some
Reasons To Be Missed
All These Things That I've Done
The Killers
15
And When There's Nowhere Else To Run
Is There Room For One More Son?
These Changes Ain't Changing Me
The Cold-Hearted Boy I Used To Be
Swimming Home
Evanescence
16
Way Down I've Been Way Down
Underneath The Skin
Waiting To Hear My Name Again
Nemo
Nightwish
17
My Loving Heart
Lost In The Dark
For Hope I'd Give My Everything
The Wretched
Nine Inch Nails
18
It Didn't Turn Out The Way You Wanted It To
It Didn't Turn Out The Way Wanted It, Did It?
Now You Know, This Is What It Feels Like
Bulletproof....I Wish I Was
Radiohead
19
Wax Me, Mold Me
Heat The Pins And Stab Them In
You Have Turned Me Into This
Just Wish That It Was Bulletproof
Anyone's Ghost
The National
20
You Said It Was Night Inside My Heart, It Was
You Said It Should Tear A Kid Apart, It Does
Didn't Want To Be Your Ghost
Promiseland
MIKA
21
Sold My Souls, Broke My Bones
Tell Me, What Did I Get?
Did My Time, Toed The Line
Ain't Seen Anything Yet
I Of The Storm
Of Monsters and Men
22
Are You Really Going To Love Me When I'm Gone
With All My Thoughts And All My Faults
I Feel It Biting, I Feel It Breaking Skin
So Uninviting
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2021-03-04 02:53 am
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app for @penancerp

OOC Info
Name: Katie
Age: 33, I’ll be 34 next month!
Contact: [plurk.com profile] autoclave
Current Characters: Wynonna Earp, Lizzie Saltzman


IC Info

Name: Theon Greyjoy
Canon: Game of Thrones
Age: 24
Appearance: here
Canon Point: 8x03 “The Long Night”, after his death
Background: Theon Greyjoy


Personality:

• When Theon was younger he was arrogant to the point of cocky, and generally kind of an ass, especially to women.
• Raised as a hostage/ward, Theon never felt like he belonged anywhere and that displacement and torn loyalties it what leads him to betraying Robb
• For about three years he was tortured and turned into Ramsay’s severant, Reek. As Reek he barely talked, and always listened to his master for fear of more pain. Because of his guilt over his actions, he never made a move to break free – not until Sansa was stuck with Ramsay as well and there was someone who didn’t deserve it (unlike him) being tortured.
• Takes responsibility for his actions, when Sansa offers him the Black he refuses it. He knows his sins cannot be wiped away.
• He struggles with PTSD – it becomes better with time but there are still slip ups like when he left Yara with Euron.
• Even though he’s scared sometimes, he is much more truly brave than he was when he was younger, and wants to do the right thing not for reward or absolution, but because it’s the thing to do.
• Has always wanted to belong, to be wanted.
• Severe inferiority complex due to past trauma and abuse.
• Observant, a good advisor.
• A bad leader
• Lacks the violent nature many Ironborn carry, but tried to overcompensate for it
• Drinks respect women juice thanks to Sansa and his sister
• More likely to protect other people than himself.
• Wracked with guilt over his betrayals
• Feels as if he can never be absolved for his sins, that he does not deserve forgiveness.
• Doesn’t value his own life
• Though not as snarky as he was when he was younger Theon still has a dry, sarcastic wit


Weaknesses/Temptations:

• So Game of Thrones is a walking trigger warning, and this is especially true of Theon. He has pretty severe PTSD from when he was tortured and emasculated by Ramsay Bolton. I imagine a way to heal him or give him his dick might be fairly tempting – as would making things right with Robb.
• He was beaten into being a subservient being, Reek, and sometimes he can revert back to that mindset in moments of fighting.
• A way to help his sister secure her role as the rightful leader of the Ironborn from beyond the grave
• A lot of chronic pain and aches from wounds that never healed right


Sins: Give us a list of sins your character will be entering the game with. There is a minimum of three.
Betrayal
Envy
Murder
Child murder
Desecration of corpses
Sex outside of wedlock
Inaction
Abandonment
Aiding and abetting
Assault
Pride
Indecision
Chopping off a head very badly
Loyalty to a monster


Powers/Abilities:
No supernatural powers although Theon is skilled in several forms of fighting, but especially excels at archery.


Items:.
• A dragonglass spear
• A bow and arrows
• The wolf pin Sansa buried him with.
• Milk of the poppy
• The driftwood crown
• Weirwood tree leaves


SAMPLES

Network:
network

Log:
log
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2019-09-24 09:40 pm

For Freya -- Leaving Pyke

You see a ship waiting at a port. There is an honorable man walking with a scared, terrified young boy in tow. The boy is young and sandy-haired, shy and sullen. His brothers have died. And now he has to leave home. If his father rebels again -- he'll die.

That's why he's being given to Ned Stark. Because the man is honorable and will keep his word. He will do his duty. That is what they say. But as he directs the young boy to the ship where the others are waiting for them they are stopped by a woman -- his mother.

Alannys Greyjoy is not an ugly woman, but she lacks the stunning beauty of southern beauties such as Catelyn Stark or Cersei Baratheon. Her eyes are wide and filled with tears as she is overwhelmed by grief. She tries to plead with Ned.

"Please. You can't take him from me. He's my only boy left. The others died I can't lose him too."

Ned is quiet for a moment -- it is after all not this woman's fault that her husband decided to rebel against the crown. Still, actions have consequences and he had sworn to Robert he would take Theon back to Winterfell, he would raise him among his own.

"I have my orders. The boy will be well taken care of, I swear to you."

Theon is quiet, but if one looks they can see tears in his eyes too. He doesn't dare run to his mother like he used to when he was upset. He is ten now and beyond that he is now his father's heir by default, a position he never would have had otherwise. He has to be brave. The Ironborn do not cry. They are strong.

"Not like I would. Theon belongs here. With me. With his sister. My husband may have agreed to these terms but I did not." Alannys begs and pleads and cries but even she must realize how futile it is for her to do so. She has lost so much already. She can't lose another child when she is still grieving her other two. It is too much to bear.

"That does not matter." Ned's words are final, but not cruel. He takes no joy in this, ripping an innocent child away from its mother. But maybe if Theon is raised next to his children they can foster a future that isn't as rife with conflict as the present. "I have two sons near his age back in Winterfell. He will not be alone. They will grow up as if they are brothers."

Catelyn is going to kill him for bringing another unwanted child home, especially when she still hasn't quite forgiven him for Jon, but Ned knows that this is what has to be done. His wife will come to understand that, just as Alannys here would as well. What is good for the kingdoms is not always kind to the individuals. It frequently is not.

Alannys' face screws up in hurt and anger as she sobs again. "He had brothers. He has a sister. He does not need another family. He does not need you. He doesn't belong there."

"He will, with time. He will not grow up like a prisoner. Now we have to go."

Ned starts to tug at Theon to take him on board when Theon finally speaks, unable to hold back his own crying now. "I'll be okay, Mama. I'm brave, you'll see. I'll come back big and strong."

Of course, his mother won't live to see that day, but they can't know that yet. Instead he looks back at her as long as he can until it hurts to look behind him anymore. They board the ship and start the long journey back to Winterfell, away from the Iron Islands. Pyke never felt like home, but he will cry and miss his mother for a long time. Ned Stark tries to be kind to him, tells him about his own boys, Jon and Robb and how well he thinks the three of them will get along.

As if that makes anything better.

(It does a little)